My Children Deserve A Better Mother Than Me

(T/W: suicidal ideation)

I torture myself with this thought constantly. Letting it wash over me and seep into my bones until I feel it drowning me. Dragging me down into darkness.

My children deserve a better mother than me.

I’m not good enough.

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